Marriage

Hi peeps. Don't be shocked at the title please. I am damn serious with this. I don't want to make anymore sins. I often told my friends I want to get married early. Yeah I admit it, I do not keep social boundaries as a Muslimah when I hang out with my boy friends * Read that carefully please * Touching each other whether it is inadvertent or not. When they teased me with something I don't like, I do pinch them in the arm. But lately I have a hm sort of awareness I guess. I would like to change. It's a good thing for sure but I don't know when and how to start. Sooner or later, the time will come, who knows right. Pray for me :)