June 17, 2014

Farewell :')

p/s : For today's post I will write in both English and Malay, thank you :)

Panjang gila kan mukadimah dia mesti korang malas nak baca kan? :3

Hi all. It's been a long long long time I do not update my blog. So as for today I would like to share my special occasion with you :) *amboi dah macam presentation hihi* Actually today was my last day at UITM and I'll be going to INTEC very very soon. I bet you all want to know why I quit UITM and go for INTEC right? Well, the reason is I can't cope with this course sebab dia banyak kira kira and somehow I don't like programming. Nampak je muka macam lepak gila buat coding padahal otak kat dalam dah serabut nak fikir. Eventhough at previous school I learned about computer programming tapi tak semestinya kita kena ambik course tu jugak kat universiti. So I decided to quit this sem sebab Calculus. That thing ruined my CGPA. Semua dah cun then suddenly Calculus failed. F pulak tu kalau D takpe jugak gagal bermaruah kata kau haha. Tapi janganlah cakap " hekeleh sebab gagal sekali je dah quit? " Yes guys memang nampak macam tak masuk akal but I know myself. Bagilah repeat 3-4 kali pun I still can't so better I quit bila dah gagal sekali ni. Memang dah ditakdirkan I can't work together with calculation so I go with theory lah. At INTEC I go for Economics sebab dia theory semata so insyaallah I can do it and after 1 and a half year kalau pointer okay insyaallah I will fly to either Australia or New Zealand. Pray for me people :) So, today morning I woke up with anxiety grows wildly in myself *amboi ayat melampau sangat haha* Baju dah kemas cun elok dalam beg, barang barang pun dah masuk dalam satu beg besar. Memang berdebar-debar lah bangun pagi tadi serious talk sebab tak tahu macam mana nak cakap dengan classmates. Tak terbayang reaction diorang macam mana. Then dah mandi siap siap apa semua pukul 10 pergi kelas. Orang lain semua khusyuk belajar tengok buku tengok slide but me, my mind was not there. Eventually I acted dengan jayanya sebab sorang pun tak tahu that today was my last day except for Ziha and kak Iena lah sebab they already know. Sepanjang kelas tu memang resah gila fikir macam mana nak bagi tahu diorang lagi lagi Hanan dengan Fii cause they're the one yang rapat with me. So after class I told Jiha to gather the girls at downstairs dengan alasan nak ambik gambar. Memang masa tu tak payah cakaplah dup dap dup dap macam nak pecah jantung. So I went downstairs alone tunggu diorang semua turun. I thought semua ada tapi the boys blah terus so I decided to just tell the girls dulu lah. Mula mula bajet bajet macam nak ambik gambar. Dah ambik gambar gelak gelak apa semua I told them jangan lah balik lagi nak bagi tahu something ni and I finally said it " Hari ni last day aku kat UITM " Everyone was like seriouslah and I repeat myself " Ye hari ni aku last kat sini sebab aku pindah " and I burst into tears. Sedih dia tak payah cakaplah kan dah tak peduli orang keliling bantai menangis je. Masa tu all I was thinking were Hanan and Fii. Sedih memang sedih tapi nak buat macam mana takkan nak tengok diorang lulus pointer 3 above but me? Keep repeating and repeating. Malu kott kena extend. So I kuatkan semangat and I manage to tell them *applause sikit heee* Okay stop cerita nanti menangis lagi tak pasal pasal je balik Jengka malam ni jugak *amboi over*

To CS1103H,

Kak Iena, good luck in everything you do :'D
Khira, even tak rapat and baru nak kenal sebab 2 sem sebilik but ....... nak tengok 1 litre of tears jugak :'c
Farah, pun agak tak rapat, sebenarnya banyak nak cakap tapi banyak lagi nak mintak maaf so I'm sorry for everything :'c
Farehah, rindu nak kacau kau melatah cucuk cucuk pinggang kau :'c
Muza, tak jumpa dah Muza the psycho kid :'c
Nad, lain kali jumpa kau kena angkat aku tau hihi :')
Tiqah, keep your pointer high okay nanti kalau belajar oversea boleh jumpa :')
Azie, siapa nak ambik gambar buruk dengan aku lagi weh lepas ni? :'c
Rina, sorry selalu gurau pukul pukul kau tapi kau buat don't know je. Sorry eh Rina :')
Wani, pun tak berapa nak rapat jugak but nice to know that you are an EXO stans hihi :'D
Ain, tak boleh dengar Ain merepek lagi dah lepas ni :'c
Farzana, satu satunya orang yang berani 18++ dengan aku haha will miss you :')
Jiha, nanti kita pergi Kuantan sama sama lagi, Jiha drive hihi :'D
Izzani, nothing much to say tapi sorry ye kalau buat Izzani sakit hati :')
Ziha, haaa dah 4 tahun kenal tak tahu nak cakap apa semua dah cakap haha :'D
And lastly to Fii and Hanan, banyak benda sebenarnya nak cakap tapi takpe I'll try short listkan.
Fii, we used to be in the same room for 1 sem sampai kau pun tak larat layan perangai aku yang tak senonoh ni. Tahu bila aku mengantuk, tahu kalau aku lapar apa aku buat, tahu semua lah senang cerita. Thanks sebab jaga aku masa aku demam, teman aku pergi hospital masa aku kena sengat hari tu *jangan gelak lah woi brrr*, teman basuh baju sidai baju malam malam buta, teman mandi dekat audi masa takde air, tolong belikan makanan masa aku malas nak turun DM, layan aku bila aku bosan, takde kerja nak selfie lah buat video sakai lah apalah, thanks dengar cerita aku pasal kaum Adam, thanks jugak sebab dapat terima penjelasan aku pasal buaya Comodo walaupun kau sakit hati.
Hanan, at first we were strangers but now we're like sisters. Thanks sebab pergi kelas dengan aku masa awal part 1 dulu kalau tak kita tak kenal rapat macam ni, teman aku pergi tutti bila tetiba teringin nak makan, ajar aku Discrete Maths sebab masa tu aku dah menangis nangis dalam kelas sebab tak faham sepatah haram apa madam ajar, layan lawak bodoh aku walaupun aku rasa macam tak kelakar je lol and lastly thank you to Fii and Hanan sebab teman buat kerja gila pergi Jerantut semata nak makan McD. I'll always remember that :')
Last but not least thank you to all H-Girls sebab sudi jadi kawan aku yang tak berapa nak senonoh lagi tidak bersahsiah serta tidak berwawasan ni. Thank you because you all have been a great friends to me, received all my flaws and being nice to me. Thank you so much girls. I'll never forget H-Girls :') Sekian, sila lap air mata anda. Nah tisu *hulur tisu secara virtual* :'D














March 24, 2014

Final Exam

Hello people. It's been a long time since my last post right? I am currently in a study week holiday and I'll be going back to Pahang tomorrow. On Thursday is my first paper which is English. Do pray for me guys :* Anyway I do not concern about that, I mean it's not that I completely ignore that subject but I am more worried about my Calculus exam. I don't know if I can make through it or not. Just pray that I'll get a pass, amiin :) Wish me luck people xoxo :3

December 21, 2013

Mid sem break!

Hi guys! It's been approximately a month since my last post. Yesterday, I came back home from my college because I'm on a 2 weeks of mid sem holidays * Fireworks! * Lots and lots of stuff happening throughout this whole month. I laugh. I cried. Things are not always gonna work with us. Okay, actually I have many things to story but yeah if I remember then I'll write about it. Let's start with me getting my new phone! :3 muehehe. Early December I got my new phone that is * Drumming sound *


Tadaaaa hihi. I've been wanting this since my birthday this year but only now I got it so yeayyy happy me * Wide smile icon haha * Bought it for RM 1.9k using my yayasan loan LOL. Nevermind, I'll pay them after I finish my diploma :3 Let's continue. So my life goes as a student, attend class, having fun with friends, blah blah blah as usual nothing extraordinary or remarkable things happen. Oh yeah I was stung by a bee on my neck. It hurts damn badly. Okay I guess it will be an essay if I type here so just take a peek at these photos :)












I wrap up everything with these photos. Enjoy :)

November 21, 2013

Marriage

Hi peeps. Don't be shocked at the title please. I am damn serious with this. I don't want to make anymore sins. I often told my friends I want to get married early. Yeah I admit it, I do not keep social boundaries as a Muslimah when I hang out with my boy friends * Read that carefully please * Touching each other whether it is inadvertent or not. When they teased me with something I don't like, I do pinch them in the arm. But lately I have a hm sort of awareness I guess. I would like to change. It's a good thing for sure but I don't know when and how to start. Sooner or later, the time will come, who knows right. Pray for me :)



November 16, 2013

Semester 2's spirit!

Hello guys. Despite the long holiday, I'm feeling a bit excited cause I'll be seeing my friends again.

Dinner CS110

CS1101H
(all from left)
Front : Addyn, Afiq, Nabil, Nizam, Husni, Nad, Aiz, Nuzul, Helmi, Adri, Zack
Middle : Farzana Izzati, ME , Fii, Zihah, Izzanni, Farehah, Rina, Wani, Farzana, Kak Sue, Kak Elly
Back : Kak Iena, Jihah, Azie, Farah Izzati, Khira, Tiqah, Hanan, Muza

At first I only talk with Zihah cause she is my former classmate back in TEKSHA. Later, I began to be friendly with the girls. At first it was just me and Zihah but now we are a quadruplets. It started one day when Zihah got this super duper bad fever and she went back home while I'm alone there. Then I contacted this girl named Hanani because I realized she always goes solo. Eventually we got pretty close with each other and later on Fii joined us. I hate the fact our sem break is almost over but I do miss my girls. Can't wait to meet them soon :)

November 15, 2013

Dating (lah sangat)

Hello people. I think I'm going to write when I have something to told ya. Today ops it's already past 12 a.m. so yesterday I'm going out with my friends. Actually I do assumed it'd be a date I mean not THAT date because I don't even have a boyfriend you see. So the thing is this friend of mine, Shamil, asked me out the day before and I agreed. Well I thought it's gonna be just the two of us but unfortunately it doesn't turn out to be what it was. Shamil pick me up at Shah Alam KTM Station around 10 something. He said we're going to The Curve but then he drove all the way to Puncak Alam and I was like " Where are we going buddy? " and he said " Amir's house ". I was like " DANG IT! I shouldn't have come in the first place " then he replied " I know you wouldn't be here if I told you so ". Oh God, why do I even have a friend like him -_- Okay I'm pretty sure you'll want to know who is this Amir guy right? Just so you all know that he's just somebody I used to know :) * I bet you'll understand that, ain't you? * So there I am in front of his house waiting nervously in the car. He doesn't recognized me at first because I don't even dare to turn and look at him but eventually I overcome THIS problem and yeah I think he seemed a bit shock * Personally, I don't know what his real feeling is * Then Shamil drove to Damansara. I was pretty quiet too in the car. We have our lunch at Ikea. Later, hanging around The Curve, go bowling, watch a Siamese movie and I slept in the cinema hehe. It's kinda awkward at first because I'm trying to have a conversation with both of them but with Amir's presence there I was like total foreigner. As time flies by, I eventually have a tiny bit chit-chatting with him. Shamil being sarcasm all the way through the day. Thank Godness it was his car -_- * Oh you know what I mean * After the movie ended, we drove Amir home. I don't want to tell you what happened between that time. Way too funny. Then Shamil send me at Batu Tiga KTM Station and I got home safely :)

November 10, 2013

New me :D

Done deleting older posts. Let's begin a new chapter of the book :)